Body
I am struggling. That is hard for me to say because it shines a spotlight on a part of my life that I do not want the world to see. I do not want you to see anything but hope, encouragement, a smile, and a life being lived, but if I am not being one hundred percent transparent, I am not who I claim to be, right? I have contemplated writing about my struggles for months, but each time I sat down to share my thoughts and feelings, they seemed to run from me. I spend most days witnessing the effects of enormous loss and doing my best to help carry the pain of so many people that I honestly cannot fathom how so many can hurt so badly.